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And I Am Now Played Out

by Do No Harm

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1.
Echo 01:34
alone again scribbling words on a piece of paper what's the fucking point? no sympathy from the loved ones i've pushed away so i try to find it here instead instead of getting help, i play the writer the actor director of a show no one sees i cry out these words like i need to be heard there is only an echo i'm screaming at an empty room. i'm wasting my time, i'm wasting my life and as i try so pathetically yelling at nowhere a voice calls back, "is anyone there?" i said, "no just me." no one, just me.
2.
Loathing 02:47
look at what i've become look at what i made myself from everyone i shy away i know the warmth, but i've been burnt well always said it was better to burn out than fade away and i think that so far i've done a great job why would they save me? after what i've done i ruin friendships and bury lovers because they knew too much everyone can see me, up on stage, burning at both ends everyone can see how hallowed i've become i cry and scream, too far gone. crashing and burning.
3.
Loving 02:10
the show's over and curtain's drawn so why am i still reading the lines? every word you said is stuck in my head with the ones i never did and i burned down with the best of it but you never took no for an answer maybe it didn't have to end this way if i wanted to be saved why can't i let go of the past? it has let go of me ever-present are missed chances for happiness between your sheets why can't i let go of the past? it has let go of me and all the souls my body rejected i crave, i crave, i crave i need to stop pretending i'm an island when i'm so hopelessly landlocked i'm always here i stay up late and i know you probably hate me but you're welcome back any time i'll be a voice i'll be an ear i'll be a shoulder and a lover's embrace consider this an apology consider me i hope you still do i consider you
4.
Indisposed 01:33
there will always be room for you and me between these four walls who have seen no face at all but the one that we shared the mask that doesn't care our feigned apathy, a joke on the same breath we choke we are the same sick
5.
you're gone made your exit you wouldn't look at me if i begged for it, i would and as the smoke clears it's a disappearing act with no one to commiserate, stuck inside the place i hate the emptiness is me where i'm holding the match so sick of apologies but i haven't paid my debts to the ghosts, to the dreams and if i fall asleep i'll see you in the trees succumb to the dreams, of a better place and time more than the tears or screams, regret is eating me alive. instead of sowing seeds for the hard times ahead i have learned nothing and try to do it all again and as i run away, all of this an act the lenses around my ankles have worn and cracked i miss everything.
6.
The Forest 07:18
i'm running into the arms of the trees i'm chasing the sounds and i'm on my knees escaping my shadow, denial and exile this is how i live reminding myself not to remember. these nails in the back of my eyes are a constant. each thought ruins me and i rub the sockets as if to reach in and pull them out pull me out. the forest goes on forever. no flora, no fauna, only monsters. beware, turn back, stay away beware, no light shines through the canopy where do you go when your home becomes your prison? when the roof over your head caves in you're lost, not wandering you're lost, not wandering and you dig yourself deeper, deeper forced to live on the streets that you hate share the gutter with vagrants blissfully ignorant thought you were better than this but your pedestal is a hospital bed and the pill the cure is hard to swallow so choke or languish choke or languish

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released September 17, 2013

Do No Harm is:
Ian Cauldwell - Vocals
Ryan Holman - Guitars
Parker Ackerman - Bass/Vocals
Zach Ganshirt - Drums

Recorded at Getaway Recording in Haverhill, MA by Jay Maas.
Mixed and mastered by Jay Maas.

Cover art by Matt R. Miller.

Cassettes via Driftwood Records
Vinyl via Heads Up Records and Oh Well Records

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